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I have closed my oneup's account. I waste 500$. After read by internet about this account kind and theirs problems ( i.e. bad to IRPF, High prices) I prefer my old broker account. I can to have tada fee only wiht 100$ or more of balance (whit Oneup was 87$/month). Only I have to pay external fee of 5$/month and I can simulate all tha I want. I have many software trading platforms. I in June, I will trade with micro futures, only 0.50$/tick in YM index.
By the momente I am very disappointed with myself. I feel really bad. I am thinking my time is over. I do not know  to do.
I hope all this stage go out. Early!